Meaningless Meaning

What is this
What is this light tinge of brown over all that I own
What is this at random assortment of possessions all broken, all neglected, meaningless
It’s all so meaningless
What is this feeling of a meandering meandering waywardness in self
The indifference for the emotions of others.
We all are born alone, We all die alone
What of the mortal coil
Must this experience be lonely?

Who are you?
Tell me who you are
Tell me What you are

Why are there ashes collecting on the table
Why are there smudged fingerprints on the glass
Why am I me and you are you
Why do terrible things begin.
Why must great things end.
It's all the more meaningless

Meaning less
Meaning
Less Meaning

?!?zophrenia
What is this
What is this light tinge of brown over all that I own
What is this at a random assortment of possessions all broken, all neglected, meaningless
It’s all so meaningless
What is this feeling of meandering & waywardness in self
The indifference I’ve for the emotions of others.
into the world roaring, exit whimpering