In The Act of Despair
Nov 13, 2020
In the act of despair
an action in despair
The despair feeling of being in a theater of 10 thousand seats but only enough room for one
you alone watching yourself on the stage of the auditorium
with your issues and your thoughts
shortcomings in dazzle sparkled gold for you to see
and for you to deal with
and for you to be your only friend.
I shall never Wed
it just wouldn’t fit
into those knickers
Hopelessness disguised as lard discharged through the seems
Matrimony will not save thee from the grip of black and white feathered ostracism
and God will not save there from self imposed ridiculousness.
Good Luck
