Why did I think of Liz ere yesterday
Why was she in my dreams
However we got there
We sat in a room naked lit by an unscented yellow candle
Embracing eachother familiarly as if we’d been together 6 months or more
I looked at the folded lips of her pussy
Moist and gooey
Glistening with white sweetness
Yesterday I dropped my phone in the pool
Now it won’t turn on
Went to bed at 4 o’clock
Got up at 7:30to go to school
Now I’m late
After crossing the bypass
I bring my car to a rusty screeching halt
And who do I see as African as ever
Walking down the hill with her hair braided
And walking powerfully in my direction but on the sidewalk?
Yup.
Don’t look
Don’t make eye contact
I Won’t
I didn’t
Just a sigh.
My phone is broken and I feel especially hateful of myself